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hate post

I hate that I place high expectations on myself.

I hate that I stress myself out too much.

I hate that I worry too much.

I hate that I have been crying the entire morning over the pressure that I put on myself.

I hate that I am unable to bring myself away from this.

I hate that I went to sleep last night, thinking about my assignments because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that my body refuses to sleep for long hours because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that my mind is active beyond it’s capabilities because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that I use assignments as an excuse that I can’t spend time with him because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that I am unable to see myself because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that I feel regret for choosing to study because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that I have to self console myself because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate that I spent the entire morning crying and studying because of the pressure I put on myself.

I hate myself for putting this expectation on myself.

I hate myself.

— 4 weeks ago